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First day at work!

Ah okay rather awkward though. And i realise admin is like workplace-saigang lol. But i don't mind luh, no need use brain hahaha. OHWELLS.

Sigh. I feel so empty. I wonder if i'll ever stop feeling this way.

Hmm and i went to play squash with my cousin on thursday! She just picked it up recently and asked me along (; And like it was pretty cool, cos she knew all the uncles who played squash regularly at that court since they were the ones who taught her how to play. So we ended up taking turns to play with the uncles. Which was, TIRING MAX omg. The uncles keep making me run like abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz O: But it's fun to play with them cos they're really quite cute haha! Hoping to play again soon (:

BUT despite my two very vigorous workouts, i suppose their effects are made void after having had two steamboat dinners on both friday and saturday. One with my lovely care group and another with my LEP besties + GLS! (Y) So i guess it's worth it luh hahaha.

Oh and jiaxin has a really cute baby cousin! SHE'S OMG-TOO-CUTE, REALLY. I got to carry the little pretty baby ohmans damn happy so small so cute. :D:D:D


I really think she's the reason why, according to my sister, i suddenly broke out into a "AWWWWW SO CUTE" sleep-talk in the middle of the night yesterday, which i still do not recall. It was so loud that even my younger brother heard it from the next room. O:

Can't stop sneezing, who's scolding me ):

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! (;

I'm finally done with all the shopping, packing and cleaning! Okay maybe not so much of shopping since i may have to go on another hunt for working clothes soon O: Got a temp admin job for the next two weeks so i guess i wouldn't have much time to blog then. Awww ):

Can't believe i'm actually giving up my taitai life for a job. HAHA. Yeah, i've been living a taitai's life for the past few days. COME ON I KNOW YOU'RE JEALOUS. :D I would say, my daily to-do list is pretty awesome.

1. Waking up in the morning when the sun is already up
2. Have my breakfast OR if i sleep in late i'll jump straight to #5
3. Nua on the sofa to watch TV
4. Play the piano for a bit or wash the dishes
5. LUNCH!
6. Laze around some more and if possible, Tetris Battle!
7. Dishes/Afternoon nap! (Y)
8. Dinner
9. TV
10. MORE TV
11. Wash/fold clothes
11. Sleep (:

My mom insists i wake up at 9am because she doesn't want me to become a 懒人 O: Though, i think i'm more or less one even now HAHA. It's been a really long time since i woke up before the sun's up in the morning. I woke up at 5am the other day for my temp job and it was so unfamiliar i felt a little nauseous. Aiyo. I really don't know how i used to wake up at 4am in the morning in TA2. I must've been crazy.

Speaking of which, the bus surveyor job was pretty cool. No wonder cousin wang said it was easy money haha! My partner was telling me how i was so lucky to get such a slack first job. Hope my second one's as good! :X If not, thank God it's only for two weeks!

Ah alright, i really should do something more interesting. I believe everyone feels the same way. Like, before Alevels i had all that i wanted to do in mind- watch this drama, that drama, do this, do that. But when the time comes, i came to realise that "hey, there's nothing much to do actually-.-" Hmmm but i guess what i subconsciously looked forward to was the freedom to NOT study, to NOT do tutorials, to NOT force myself to stay awake in tutorials/lectures and of course, something that i've come to realise recently, to NOT wake up so darn early. (; I remember how i'd drag myself out of bed every morning to prepare for school. SO GLAD i don't have to anymore! At least for these few months. It'd be nice, if life's like that. With no obligation to do the things you don't like to do. AWESOME! I'm such an idealist hahaha.

So i was reading jinni's blog recently and came across a recent post on How To Be Happy. Hmmm, "Fake It Till You Feel It". I've used it at some point of time i guess. Haha. Ohwells.